A few years ago, we had a vacation. My friend Joseph, fluent in Greek, had been on a sea kayaking adventure a couple of years previous, and eager to do it again, he invited us to visit Greece with him and spend a week sea kayaking in the Aegean Sea from various beaches on the gorgeous island of Milos. I felt safe. We had a reputable outfitter, Joseph could speak the language, and I love Greek food. Milos is not known as one of the more touristy islands, but it is famous for being the site of the discovery of the famous statue,Venus de Milo. But with or without Venus, Milos is absolutely beautiful, as are all of the Greek Islands and the stunning Aegean Sea.
And as beautiful as that Sea might be, the weather can be changeable, and seafarers had best be prepared for anything, especially those powering their way with nothing but their arms in a 16 foot plastic boat, tippy and vulnerable to gusts of wind which can take a calm and mirror-like sea and turn it to a roiling cauldron of terror in a matter of minutes.
Now I just love paddling along in a kayak, the faster the better, but on one day, after setting out in sunshine and only moderate breeze, the weather turned against us, and as we made our way along a very rocky coast, our group of us in about a dozen little boats found ourselves furiously paddling against the wind, which grew to a speed of about forty mph. For the first time, I found myself at the back of the tiny fleet, separated by a good 100 yards or so, and I was terrified of the rocky cliffs to my right. Not wanting to go too far out to sea, but also not wanting to be dashed upon the rocks, visions of Homer’s Odyssey played in my head, and I wasn’t sure I had the strength to make it a cave where the rest of our party had arrived and took shelter while they rested. I was not only exhausted, but also I was gripped with fear, and I was angry at the sea. I felt as though it wanted to eat me alive, as the gale force winds blew briny foam in streaks, and spindrift stung my face.
Obviously I lived to tell the tale, and I am grateful for that. I’m also grateful that now, when I read the story of the terrified disciples in the little boat, I can relate to what they must have felt. And I marvel at what peace and trust must have been in Jesus’ heart that he could curl up on a cushion and sleep in the midst of the churning water. Scholars tell us that in biblical times, people thought of the sea as demonic, so that when Jesus rebuked both the wind and the waves, it was just as when he rebuked evil spirits in a person as in the story you’ll find in the first chapter of Mark, when Jesus rebuked as spirit in a man. Jesus did not view people and other elements of creation such as the sea as demonic. Jesus knew that creation is good, because God said so. He also knew that one has to differentiate the evil of a situation rather than blaming the evil on God.
“Why are you afraid?” asked Jesus. “Have you still no faith?”
Jesus turned everything into a teaching opportunity. And each of those opportunities was meant to help the disciples navigate the inevitable trials and tribulations that would be coming at them after he had gone. He knew that if they fell victim to fear, looking to someone else to save them when they were scared, they wouldn’t be able to let their faith calm their pounding hearts so that they could hear the Holy Spirit’s guidance and make their way to shore.
Fear prevents us from making good decisions. How many times does the Bible tell us not to fear? How different would the world be if we could put aside that panic when a situation is threatening and, instead, look for the wisdom of Jesus rather than blaming rough seas on God?
Jesus had absolute trust in God when he faced a sea of trouble. Of course, his rebuke of the wind and waves was a means by which Mark could show that the disciples had just had an epiphany—a revelation of Jesus’ true nature. But Jesus wanted more for his disciples. He wanted to show them that with enough trust in God, they too might be able to calm the seas—put down the terror and take up the God-given gift of reason until they found themselves on the other side, safe and sound.
We have the same gifts as the disciples and the same power to put aside fear and put on trust. God has given us so many gifts to work with: God’s own self, each other, our intelligence, and our intention. Use them all, and you will be amazed what you can face.
God is never the cause of a stormy crossing, but rather strength for the journey. “Why are you afraid?”
(Based upon Mark 4:35-41)